This day marks the sixth anniversary of this blog (with apologies to A.A. Milne). It doesn’t seem that long ago that I started this collection of random writings. The anniversary is just one more reminder that time seems shorter looking back – well, not shorter, but certainly quicker. The truth is that my past has been longer than my future will be. It is a melancholy thought.
I have forgotten most of my past. Why is that? Why have I forgotten so much of the joy and the awesome moments, while often remembering my errors and regrets? Does this perverse nostalgia afflict other people, or is it just me?
I don’t remember what I have written here. Fortunately, I don’t have to remember. Reading what I have written in the past becomes an artificial memory, a computer-assisted bionic memory. Reading thoughts from the past, however, sometimes gives me the odd sensation that the words were written by someone else.
I am not the same person I was six years ago, though I have to admit that I am a close relative. If I am still able to write six years from now, another close relative will have taken over the creative process by then.
He will be a better, wiser person, I hope.
Some other stuff for later,
- 67I started this blog a year ago (November 29, 2013), almost one year after beginning my retirement on January 1, 2013. In that first post, right after Thanksgiving 2013, I said that I felt fortunate that I could choose to retire, and I am still thankful for that. In my…
- 56This post explores the meaning of work in the context of successful aging and is inspired by the information found on a website of the same name. It is a follow-up to my earlier post: Successful Aging. In physics, work is done when a force applied to an object moves…
- 50There were benefits that came with my exile. Among the benefits was the freedom to go places. A strange incongruity was that the more I thought about going places, the more aware I became of my home and its importance to me. I wanted to go places. I wanted to…
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